Friday, January 14, 2011

So I failed in my bid to just breathe today...

I've reached a limit of sorts over here and now I have slipped from despair to anger...

I've jumped across a line and am in the run-away place...

I just don't know what to do with it...

I know I won't stay here... But I don't know what else to do...

I'm done... done done done...

Only I know I'm not... I know that my only choice is to replace 'this' with 'that'...

And we know how well that works...

Frick!

6 comments:

  1. Just for clarity... I am not considering abandoning any major part of my life...

    The place I know I won't stay is the 'run-away' place... The place that says, 'Screw you all I'm not doing this anymore...'

    I know I don't mean it :p That's partly why I'm pissed heh...

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  2. Yeah, I get that...

    If you really meant it, you'd just be gone. It's when you know you're gonna stick it out (and stay under all that pressure) that you have to vent.

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  3. @Anjolie True... much as I hate to admit it!

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  4. Sounds like you need a cupcake day.
    Those are those magical days outside the routine of "have to" ,"need to" and"screw it"
    mine usually involve wine, chocolate and thomas tallis.
    Vent away~

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  5. And what is with your site!???
    Why does it sometimes let me post as illuminary? and other times it's anonymous??
    Grrrrrr
    scratches head

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  6. @☼Illuminary☼ Hmmm I don't know... Stupid blogger anyway!! It SHOULD let you post as Illuminary. It puts a link to your wordpress in there even if it claims anonymity!! And cupcakes are sounding pretty good right about now...

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